Wednesday, November 12, 2008
adaptation.
i'm realizing now the only way you can be comfortable with something is to do it as much as possible. i think everyone right now is in a good place, regardless of the way they feel. sometimes the way you feel is not the reality of the situation. i tell myself this a lot. i feel a lot of positive vibes 1984 coming out of me right now. i think i'd like to keep my cheeks dry today-e-ayyy. so stay with me and you'll have it made.
Friday, November 7, 2008
it's friday
i don't know if i actually thought i would post a "day 2" or "day 6", but come on, inconsistency is my middle name. and lynn.
TGIF! that mean's hangin' with mr. cooper tonight. there really is nothing going on that i know of, i am kind of hot to go see some live music but fun can be fundy these days. i'm not trying to spend over 20$ on anything, so i'm kind of limited to ye olde thatch. its whatever, thatcher's has become a friday night staple to not just me but everyone else (cindy) and uncle junior. i hope to be just like him when i grow up. wait no i'm lying.
as far as my emotional update i'm actually going through these motions with little to no heartbreak at this point. the rest of my affiliates are in the staffroom discussing male problems, and i must admit i feel quite lucky to be single. two women in my life are currently struggling to hold onto volatile alcoholics, and i can see now what everyone else saw six months ago. it's hard to tell someone to leave a partner, they don't want to hear it, they have to want to do it. i just didn't want to be alone and i must admit feelings of instability now but it's better than feeling like a waste.
i feel a touch overwhelmed with the lifestyle change but honestly i'm starting to feel more comfortable with my life all over the place, at least more comfortable than last week. i know i'll find my own place soon, and this is only a temporary stint of confusion and excessive fuel spending. i'm gonna end this post here, the past two entries have been slightly too somber for my taste, and i didn't promise anyone that but ya know sometimes you just gotta WRITE IT OUT to make sense of it.
TGIF! that mean's hangin' with mr. cooper tonight. there really is nothing going on that i know of, i am kind of hot to go see some live music but fun can be fundy these days. i'm not trying to spend over 20$ on anything, so i'm kind of limited to ye olde thatch. its whatever, thatcher's has become a friday night staple to not just me but everyone else (cindy) and uncle junior. i hope to be just like him when i grow up. wait no i'm lying.
as far as my emotional update i'm actually going through these motions with little to no heartbreak at this point. the rest of my affiliates are in the staffroom discussing male problems, and i must admit i feel quite lucky to be single. two women in my life are currently struggling to hold onto volatile alcoholics, and i can see now what everyone else saw six months ago. it's hard to tell someone to leave a partner, they don't want to hear it, they have to want to do it. i just didn't want to be alone and i must admit feelings of instability now but it's better than feeling like a waste.
i feel a touch overwhelmed with the lifestyle change but honestly i'm starting to feel more comfortable with my life all over the place, at least more comfortable than last week. i know i'll find my own place soon, and this is only a temporary stint of confusion and excessive fuel spending. i'm gonna end this post here, the past two entries have been slightly too somber for my taste, and i didn't promise anyone that but ya know sometimes you just gotta WRITE IT OUT to make sense of it.
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